July 2010
6 posts
May 2010
4 posts
Tonight I had
a bit of a nervous breakdown. I was running on three hours of sleep, mind you. There was a surprise party for Chris and a whole mix of people attended. I got to thinking about how much things have changed and it got to me. I wish I was still as close with one of my dearest friends as I once was.I wish they’d realize how much their significant other blows, and I wish the fact that this person...
April 2010
5 posts
March 2010
14 posts
As sick as I am of hearing about it,
I do love the new Deftones album.
So tell me when you hear my heart stop..
The past two days have been rainy and gloomy, but they’ve matched my mood. Today’s sunny and I just want to lay in my bed with the blinds shut. I’m not really sure why I’m so run down, actually that’s a lie.
The stress of reality’s setting in.
No good no how no man
should treat you like he do.
Just went to Roji's
with Will, Gaby & Emma. I just got the Thai Tea bubble tea..with extra bubbles. Good hang sesh. I left my phone in my car & don’t feel like getting it. I’ve also got to be up in a few hours for court. I hate court and get all nervous before I have to go. I feel stupid saying “your honor” after everything I say..but that’s what everyone else does, so I feel...
I've been
completely lazy with this blogging. I’ve got so much to get on here. Just a sec!
February 2010
8 posts
I WANNA BE ADORED
I WANNA BE ADORED.
Where there's life, there's gotta be hope. And...
My bed was waiting for me when I returned home from New York at six o’clock this morning. I had quite the weekend. We arrived Thursday night and during the course of our stay, we ate at Soy and Sake, Vinnie’s, Foodswings, and Red Bamboo. Not to mention, I had a bit of ice cream Saturday night. Needless to say, my taste buds were satisfied. Saturday we saw h2o play the Sold Out show at...
So,
I’ve got the rest of the week off from school. Tomorrow, Jessie & I are heading to New York. Our bus leaves around 6pm..wish it was leaving sooner! If I’d known that I had Thursday and Friday off, I would’ve bought my ticket for today. Whatever though, at least now Jessie can come. I really can’t wait to get out of here! Everyone’s lame and doesn’t hangout....
Ugh!
I’m in a rush, but I just quickly have to say that I really dislike this one being and how completely phony they are. And how they’re trying to be a carbon copy of everyone else so a certain someone will be into them when everyone else sees right through them, including me. YOU’RE A FREAK! I hope my good friend will soon realize. That is all.
While I'm trying to..
make the most out of being Upstate for this last semester, it’s just so hard. Everything has really been getting to me. It may be because I feel vulnerable and the situation I’m in is weird, and new, and frightening, but refreshing all at once. Sometimes I feel absolutely no emotion, and other times I’m a wreck. But this isn’t like it was before, it’s different this...
January 2010
5 posts
So I
just returned home from New York. During the past two days, I’ve had the worst luck. Yesterday I managed to miss my bus back to Syracuse, and when I finally got home at midnight tonight, my car was dead. I did have a great time, and went to visit CUNY Hunter. I decided that I’d definitely love to go there, and I’m definitely moving no matter what. I could use a massive change and...
I'm testing out
this whole blogging thing. I think I’ll enjoy it.